My first entry

I just needed a place to vent and to let out my frustrations. So I decided to do an online diary but they wouldn't give me enough space, I guess I speak too much..lol So anyway I found this so here I am. I am a stay at home mom of 4 wonderful kids. 2 girls and 2 boys. I am also married to an amazing soldier named Michael. He is currently deployed but should be returning home in December, hopefully in time for Christmas.
When I write I just spill out what I am thinking so it may be disorganized and make no sense to you but it will make plenty of sense to me and it will help me relieve some stress.


I can't wait for Mike to get back. I miss him like crazy! Madison is driving me up the wall! Every since Mike redeployed she has been acting up and not sleeping well, I am slowly losing my patience, but at the same time she is soooo smart and she is now potty trained, yay for me! Destiny is a mini teenager who back talks and can be disrespectful and doesn't like helping me out anymore unless she is in the mood. Shes 6 going on 16! I still think of MJ as my baby but hes 16 months old now and I really need to get rid of that pacifier. Everytime I look at him I think of Mike. MJ looks just like him minus the blonde hair and blue eyes...lol Andrew is getting so big! He is my fat baby!

I guess this is all for the night, I have so much more to say but I don't want to bore you even more than I already have. I will try to write an entry everyday but that might not happen, but I hope you do come back every once in awhile and visit!